Wednesday 9 July 2008
cause its not too late, never too late ?
WRONG.
Itd be alright. You wana end your life.
RIGHT.
Try to stay alive. Turn it around.
IMPOSSIBLE.
I am left alone.
RIGHT.
ITd be alright.
NO.
I wana end my life.
YES.
Try to just stay alive.
NO.
IT IS TOO LATE DAMMIT.
World we knew wont come back.
YES.
NO AIR.
NO AIR.
water is so deep.
Scream lungs out ?
._.
are you okay ?
-.-'
shut up. shut up. ;D
pick up th pieces.
NO.
throw ur words all arnd.
YES.
Give u a reason ?
NO.
I give up.
YES.
Here i go, screaming my heart or liver or brain out. to no avail. ._.
the
FORSAKEN at 08:56
Monday 7 July 2008
I dnt knw why
everytime i cry,
i try to defy,
the hurt is just a lie.
Fighting along with no one,
break me
gently,
so quietly so no one hears.
The attitude
the gratitude,
The tides of time will knock me down
Till I find my place,
outside this maze.
Failures are pillars of success,
leave it to fate,
to guide me through this ordeal.
I dnt need what i can see. Invisibility isnt what lies in front of it.
It is what lies behind it.
Time to turn around,
for all you found
was the places
full of faces.
Nobody knows,
you'll never knw.
so let it go
let it go.
Failures are like pencils.
You have to sharpen them to make them
something that
would carved out
success.
Im hurt.
I knw im not great.
I knw i cant do anything right.
We'll let it go,
and then we'll finally know,
what crap im writing.
the
FORSAKEN at 02:46
Sunday 15 June 2008
I change my mindset towards it.
Its ALWAYS a hassle. Its nothing but it.
urgh. i realised im slow.
Now i knw.. Now i knw..
LIES LIES ! ITS ALL LIES !
after everyth, this is what you give me ? LIES !
urgh.
everyones gonna lie.
the
FORSAKEN at 11:01
Thursday 12 June 2008
ure right. i brought this upon myself.
there are many things that i can say. But i guess you wouldnt want anymore shit.
No ones me. No one would understand would they ?
but thanks. thanks dear. for finally saying everyth that ud always had to say. Everyth.
you care. i knw u do. so thanks.
the
FORSAKEN at 01:31
All these while you were just lying.
All these while, you were just pretending.
All these while, you were just waiting for this moment wernt u ?
All these while, i thought ure the only one that understood.
All these while, ive been stupified.
All these while, urgh
All these while, i thought u could trust you.
All these while, serve me right.
All these while, everything was a lie.
the
FORSAKEN at 01:13
Live life, love it, have it.
BUT
forget it.
Be yourself. Yes be yourself.
But sometimes being yourself just doesnt work.
Ppl would jus dislike you for who you are.
Ppl just dont understand.
Im different.
Im no one.
Im not anyone but me.
Accept that please ?
It is just me.
I guess you'll never understand.
How its like being me.
You think im a well manipulated piece of dream.
That can never be true.
A deceiving hope.
One that leaves nothing but heartaches.
But think of me as,
someone who's different.
Someone who'd do anything for anyone.
Why can't you have that mindset.
Im just sorry for being me.
Urgh.
No one would understand would they ?
Why ?!
Blame myself for it. That's the only way.
You're gonna leave me anyway arnt you ?
After all, im a hassle.
Nothing but that.
But just think of me as someone
who isnt able to fathom anything right now.
Who isnt able to comprehend the happenings in his life.
Someone who isnt able to rectify everything because he doesnt know how.
Someone who just needs a miracle in his life.
Someone who used to be that friend.
Someone who were there for you always.
That person who expected nothing but you being happy.
But now that mindset of one in a billion...
Has perished. Without a trace. Because of his ego.
Because he's just different. Because he is just unlike others.
Being different isn't you is it ?
Nevermind...
the
FORSAKEN at 00:17
Wednesday 11 June 2008
Sometimes when faith is running low,
And i just cant fathom why things are so,
i walk among everything & everyone that i know.
And learn all the answers i would knw,
For among them i have learnt to see,
Life is a miracle & a mystery
And standing in silence & reverie
My faith comes running back to me.
the
FORSAKEN at 22:38
